Of lately..

The mood have not been decent these few days. Maybe it is due to the stress of the exam i sat for few days ago. Maybe it is because i find life such a nuisance. What ever it is, i do not know and i could not be bothered why.. somehow. Recently, i have been thinking. Yet again, long and tremendous thorough thoughts. Unconsciously i became emo, kept having mood swings and could not find a reason to smile. Such dreadful life and moment struck me. Could it be the loss of a friend recently that adds up to this miserableness.. because there are so many things in life that i wish to pursue that i know i somehow cannot have it. 

Perhaps wishes are just meant to be in fairy tales. Says who that if we do our best, we can get the things we want. There are countless things out there that no matter how hard we try and how much efforts put in, we still cannot have it. This is LIFE. When i have kids of my own, i shall not tell them these kind of words. Children learn what they live. Like i have learnt my part so far from these years of living and the yet to come (hopefully, better) years. However life still go on, got to accentuate the positives, eliminate the negatives. *must keep in mind*