No rants as Im being Grateful ;)

One who can always find a reason to be grateful will always stand stronger than one who can only find a reason to complain.❤

Oui! Nothing to complain about! Just many things to be grateful for. It's gonna be a wonderful year end despite being sick at the moment. But im getting better already *hooray*

Had so much fun throughout these few months, actually the almost the whole year through ( heh heh heh). So much drinkings and late night outings with people that are great to be around with(and are worthy to be called true friends). In a week's time i shall finish the assigmments and have them passed up. Then big things to be settled out. Hopefully everything goes smoothly~ as planned! By December, i will be getting ready for exam. And best of all, Christmas!! And followed by NYE party! And soon it'll be the Dragon year, 2012.. Or some may say, the end of the world year hahaha!

Next year's CNY will be in January. 23rd January if i do not remember wrongly. It'll be a wonderful year ahead as many great things are being planned ahead (^.^)y

To end this post, i hope everyone had, have and will be having a good time this year. Especially during year ends, when friends come home from abroad for holidays. ❤

another one to the list ?!

I was changing channels on the tv until i came upon his song "Loveless" 's MV and then i just got stuck to it. I have no idea why but i just seem to got stuck to liking this song..and of course, the singer/actor =P

He's just such an eye-candy to me *drooolssss* ! And who is the new addition on the list ???

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YAMASHITA TOMOHISA (山下智久) !!!!! 

Seriously tho, he looks good in just ANY hair style! 

btw, I GOOGLED FOR HIS PIC

below; him performing his song "Party Dont Stop". i like this song too. haha! ♥♥♥

So which are you?

> the Bookworm and the Streetwise (or Streetsmart if you want to call it that way) <

my verdict: In the many phases of life, the bookworm would try to be streetwise but often they'd fail cause they never cease to follow by the book. Theory and practical are two different things. 

I mean, sometimes, it's alright to break a rule or two. Im not asking you to kill anyone here though. More to, have a lil more fun in life instead of sticking by the rule and lead a dull life (FYL). 

You decide.

cantthinkofanytitleagain

Just yesterday evening, i went to the airport to fetch my parents. Their flight got delayed after they boarded the plane. No phones allowed to be switched on in the plane so i had to wait unknowingly of how long and what time they'd reach. I didn't park at the car park as i went up from home accordingly to the time im told, and assuming there should not be any delays since they've boarded, got me waiting in vain in the car for almost an hour. Though i may have wanted to go down and check the time of arrival, but im parked at the yellow line. I hell do not wanna risk getting a ticket for leaving my car unattended.

Anyway, here's what i wanted to say. In that almost an hour wait, it just struck me that being in the airport can give a kind of feeling that im not sure which words are best to describe it. It doesn't matter what one's doing. I realise, i can spot so many kinds of faces in just one place. Really. A place where all emotions are showed, written on the faces of the old and young. Airport. Those that waited eagerly and happily for their friends/family outside the halls of arrival. Those enjoying their meal before departure. The faces of the sad and unwilling to separate with their friends/loved one(s). The excited ones that are going on a vacation, the excited ones waiting for the arrival of their friends/love ones and the excited tourists that cant wait to go explore the destination that they've just reached.(repeating my points... lol.)  Somehow makes me wonder.. is there anyone that would have just stop what they're doing for a minute and just look into the sea of people in the airport and reflect on their own lives?  

Im definitely the eager one waiting for my parents to touch down safely of course and to see the stuffs they've bought for me. So maybe i should say the waiting was kinda like a BLISS. (although it did made me feel emo in some ways..) AND i survived being a lonely ass despite the fact bf could only accompany me hew hrs at nite after work. huuhuuness. and survived being with my nasty dogs. ;D hee~

Lesson 2

You're neither deaf, nor dumb..so TALK.

Communication is a vital thing no matter in which aspects of our lives. Everyone has their own way of communicating. As you talk, you give opinions, accept ideas given to you or exchange ideas. Listen with understanding to what others have to say. Then you ask questions to further understand something that is not so clear to you. That must be the hardest thing to do in life..i bet. *im being cynical here. get. it.*  

To those that communicate less;
The one you call bf/gf now could be in the future, the one whom you would spend the rest of your lifetime together with. So how can you not communicate with someone whom you are going to spend your whole life with? Maybe you have plans to torment yourself at the olden days with everything kept to yourself instead. But do let me remind you, as we age, we somehow tend to grow lonelier in our hearts that make us want to find a partner to accompany us, to communicate with us. oh well.. You decide.

To those that have no life;
Pretty please, simple conversations are not meant to be lead into arguments. To argue over practically nothing is plain stupid. I find certain little kids these days can communicate properly with manners, much better than some adults. Cheerios to em. Boo to those some adults. Remember, no one can clap and make sound with one hand. There is always two sides of the stories so assume not anything before you get to know both sides.. When argument sparks, instead of blaming others immediately, why don't you think what went wrong and what needs to be done. (In this part, i must admit, 我是过来人. In the early days of relationship, i picked on every little things that i do not see an eye with the bf. I want to be the winner to every arguments, even if im on the wrong side. Till we both got fed up and finally decided to sit down and talk. Give and take. Have mutual understandings through conversations.) Conclusion, to maintain a healthy relationship, one must have good communication skill.

Of course, even healthy relationships have their ups and downs. That makes life much more interesting. BUT not all the time. Too much is like consuming poison for self destruction. Once in a while is like taking antibiotics to boost up stronger immunity. I've had my say...so what say you?

P/s: do not ask questions if you cannot handle the answers.

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the angmos have twitters.. 

so....

the chinese must have something alike...

 << http://t.sina.com.cn >>

and needless to say, i as usual, could not resist the temptation of wanting to know first hand info/news bout the feh-mes-people/actors/actresses (from china/tw/hkg, of course..and im still new there so im not sure bout korea or jap, etc..). so i signed up for an account. should you wanna see how it's like..feel free to drop by my page @ http://t.sina.com.cn/1845669795

btw, my twitter acc;- www.twitter.com/keliliks

Lesson 1

Do not always compare yourself with those who are much better off than you. Because it will make you feel so inferior and may ignites jealousy and what so ever of sort. But if you do compare with them, once in a very long while, it can help you to improve yourself a little, if not a lot. And when you compare yourself with the ones less fortunate than yourself, you should always COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS thats given to you in what ever form and it may be from the one above, or the ones around you!

All the best in everyone elses endeavours!

T'is things i do that are not meant to please anyone

Dear good Lord,

Please give me the the strength and determination i need to pull through the things you put me to test. If i shall be tested, then so be it. But do guide me along the way for i may slow down, and might stray away to the wrong path. Bring me back to the right way and lead me all the way for in You i entrust myself to. So, come what may the obstacles in life. Bless all the kind souls along the way i had met, meeting now and will be meeting in the future. Send your guardian angels to all the people i care and love, give them the courage and faith to continue walking down their path of lives with heads tilt high and be happy always. Amen.

I hope the above-mentioned prayer did not make anyone succumb to heart attack. Worry not. I am still fine if not perfectly sane but of course, i am definitely not suicidal. Yet. Okay. hahaha. Kidding. Sometimes it's just the depression and tension in life that makes me wanna blurt out anything.. well, at least it's a prayer to the One up there rather than rants of what ever not. 

One thing though. I know there are people who wonders (and in fact, even bitch lor) bout why i did not apply for another job after resignation months earlier. 家家有本難念的經 okay. There are certain things you can see from outside that you cannot see from inside. So do not judge me just from what you think you have seen it all. No you have not! Besides, even if you were to ask me why, i can always explain, but can you understand ? However, there are so many things in life..i don't think i am able to explain it all. It happens for a reason, even if it may not be a good one.

Im explaining, not ranting. ahh~ guess it must be the law inside my head. Had been reading my law before i decided to blog my unknown tension out. Of course, if i have the opportunity, i'd definitely like to work and earn some cash while studying but since i do not see any job that interest me so far, i'll just stick to studying, with heart and soul. Hope i can finish my degree soon. Next year if possible. In God i trust and have faith.. 

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Compatibility of the DRAGON and the OX

This is according to bf's and my own birth dates ;  These two make a great pair as long as they share the same ambitions.  As lovers, they can be very satisfying match.  Their overall compatibility rating is 70%.

Supper @ Oregano

Bout a night or two ago, darling & i went to Oregano for supper. 

Myself & him (he was using the new hat i bought him)

We did not order anything heavy. Just fries..

and coleslaw ;)

Love the coleslaw. Such a generous portion! We could not finish em though, cause we're already very full actually from dinner. 

Oregano is moving to Jln Kereta api sooon. I heard it'd be round November. Not quite sure the exact date but should not be wrong (hopefully) bout the move. Oh well, i was just trying to find something to blog about otherwise this blog would be so dead. For i have found new passion in twittering instead. Precise and easy but somehow everything i type is limited to 140 letters only. A bit too little but i still survive anyway. God bless.

BURBERRY Blue Label

How can i not LOVE my life !?  

I suppose the title says it all. 

 A brand new Burberry purse !!! 

It's authentic Burberry Blue Label, PLEASE. The best thing of all is ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ it's all the way from Japan!

I KID U NOT.

P/s: Sorry my picture aint clear but it's exactly the same one like this one i search on internet.

From Chinese, English, Korean, MIX languages

I just love this song so much. No matter which language it is sung in or by whom. Im determined to learn the korean mix version. LOVE it so much. If only during college days there was Korean Language class. I swear i wouldn't take French then.. (I had then chosen French over Japanese..thing is, je ne parle pas tres bien francais  xD). Anyway, proceed to the song lyrics...





Ijen nega omneun nan ottokke saraya haneun goni
Ijeul sudo omneun nol monghani tto-ullyo bwa
Amu soyong opso i modeun gotdeuri
Nae shimjange niga opdago hamyon
Take me to your heart
Nareul badajwo do isang naega jichigi jone
Daedaphae jullae geuro getdago nol midgo saranghal su idorok
Kkeunnae yongwonhan gon opso baro jigeum ppun
Uri hamkke hal su inneun i sun-gan ppuniya

Take me to your heart Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
Take me to your heart Take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Take me to your heart Take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart





Chinese version


Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

zong zai cha na jian you yi xie le jie shuo guo de hua bu ke neng hui shi xian
jiu zai yi zhuan yan fa xian ni de lian yi jing mo sheng bu hui zai xiang cong qian
wo de shi jie kai shi xia xue leng de rang wo wu fa duo ai yi tian
leng de lian yin cang de yi han du na mer de ming xian


Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart


qian chen wang shi cheng yun yan xiao san zai bi ci yan qian jiu lian shuo guo le zai jian ye kan bu jian ni you xie ai yuan gei wo de yi qie ni bu guo shi zai fu yan ni xiao de yue wu xie wo jiu hui ai ni ai de geng kuang ye


Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Where'd You Go

oh blue sky, where'd you go?

why'd you look so gloomy this morning.

you're making everyone else frown too.

what's wrong sky.

why'd you shed tears like that..

oh bright sun, where'd you go? 

where'd you gone to this morning.

you're the reason to be bubbly.

but what's the matter sun.

why'd you hide behind those dark clouds..

Gahh..help!~ Today's weather is making me emo  :S 

*screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaams*

I hate watching korean dramas ! Yes, you read right.. i hate. bRrrr..hate it so much that i kept looking for more korean dramas to watch and then fall so sickly in lurveeee with it. SIEN. i just finished one drama in less than a day's time (seriously, for i've forsaken my beauty slp to watch it and im so tired now but i wanna blog a lil bout it first before the feeling disappear lol).. 

K.Drama: "You're Beautiful / You're Handsome / A.N. Jell" 

T'was a great drama no doubt. BUT i'd prefer the ending another way round instead. I think the character acted by Park Shin Hye should end up with the uber romantic Jeong Yong Hwa instead. Sigh. Overall, I THINK the front part was hilarious, then JYH started to bring in the uber loving feeling until the end. Sad that they're not together for she has chosen the team leader instead. Cannot understand at all. Got guy so romantic and nice like that..she dun want. super big sigh! Watching JYH makes me wish so hard that i can have bf like that ! *oOps!*

Shitness overload. Not all korean dramas can make ppl go crazy over the actors/actresses. This one is realllllly not bad amazingly parfaitte. Made me have the urge to google up some pics of em ( to keep so i can drool over em anytime/anywhr i want HAHA )

Now... let's together-gether drool over hot-cutie-pies !!

Can you guess which one is the girl ? I think in the above and below pics, can see quite obviously.

In the drama, their group is called A.N. Jell (supposedly for angel i think..i watch it in pps so yeah with my limited chinese understanding and no eng subs..i consider myself very lucky to understand the storyline and proud to say, 95% of the chinese subtitle)

 Jeong Yong Hwa/Jung Yong Hwa ( aka Kang Shin Woo, in the drama )

Lee Hong Gi ( aka Jeremy, in the drama )

Jang Geun Suk ( aka Hwang Tae Kyung, in the drama )

He's sooooooooooo handsome :D

this is one super sick infatuation..he's just too delicious to not look at. LOL

i dun think i can use words to describe anymore..hahaha

w/o make up! seriously. i envy how fuckin good their skin can be..i wanna live in Korea too !!!

i think im gonna need to search for big huge poster(human size? haha) of him soon. haha. okay la, MAYBE only la. hmm.. 

help me get over him someone? anyone? hahaha

This one also uber cute lor. ngaiti. I just so "hate" korean guys that look good like him.. *sob* Like seriously lor..which girl wont be feeling inferior after you see them with super godly skin and i-dunno-you-name-it. kills a part of me, internally, somehow. dang. did they like go for plastic surgery or smth ? o__O?

Let's end this post with the superest cutest pic of all !

This baby.. *FAINTS* is just sinfully too adorable !! Cuteness overloaded. The baby that so-called-act in the movie "baby and me" with Jang Guen Suk. 

Day 4 : Keep trying harder

As a result of being labelled FAT by the TLC bf of mine, I've been very pushed of my comfort zone (almost) to take the most pleasurable time off to do some dieting. Of course, it's a proper diet. I'm certainly not that stupid to starve myself. Actually i do realise that my body is horizontally challenged these days (okay. fine. i admit. it has been months since im horizontally challenged that i did not bother to do anything cause i still wanna eat and eat and EAT !!!). 

Anyway, today is Day 4. For the past 3 days, i've been controlling my diet. Breaking my own record, im actually eating dragon fruit. I never like the thought of even touching it what more to say eating em. At the most unpredictable moment, yes, for my healthy diet im eating Dragon Fruit aka Pitaya Fruit. In fact, i've done a puny research on it. I know that it has lots of nutritions, but by just looking at the purple (though they say it's red, it still looks purple to me) flesh..i just feel so gelik. 

Source: dragon-fruit.biz

Importance of eating a Pitaya fruit

1. Carotene helps maintain and equally improve the health of the eyes
2. The fiber enhances digestion in our bodies
3. The fiber equally reduces fat
4. The protein component of the pitaya fruit enhances the body’s metabolism
5. Calcium reinforces bones and aid in formation of healthy teeth
6. Vitamin B2 acts as a multi vitamin to recover and improve loss appetite
7. Vitamin B1 assists in production of energy as well as metabolizing carbohydrates
8. Vitamin B3 lowers bad cholesterol level and enhances the appearance of the skin by moisturizing and smoothening it.
9. Vitamin C ensures bruises and cuts heal faster and improves the general immune system of our bodies
10. Phosphorus aids in tissue formation.

See number 2 !! It enhances digestion in our bodies...tsk tsk! Meaning whatever we eat, can be digested a lil more faster than normal right right right. Then read on to number 3 !! It also has fiber that can help to REDUCE FAT ! BINGO~~~ ooh la laa~!

And not forgetting, the ever TLC bf also bought me Flaxseed from the organic shop. Im so lazy that i think im just gonna paste the part where flaxseed can help with dieting.

Source: http://www.womenfitness.net/benefits-flaxseed.htm

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  Weight Management - research indicates that including flaxseed in your daily diet can help you manage your weight. Besides stabilizing your sugar levels, flax expands five times in bulk when ingested. Flax taken half an hour before meals will help you eat less, so you will lose weight while simultaneously strengthening your immune system.

 

Well, certainly, only by dieting will not help much. So.... i'm also doing crunches and jogging on the treadmill. Lucky for me, i do not have to jog outside of my house although it would be better so i can have that much of fresh and clean air at the park behind my house. Not when i can wear my PJs at home..so carefree. Heehee.

Last but not least..pray hard and work hard that i can loose weight until the ideal 45kg again..well of course, if i can get lower than that...why not. HAHA! 

*chants* Keep fit. Keeeeeep fit. 45kg. Keep fit. 45kg. Keeeeeeeep fit.

Of lately..

The mood have not been decent these few days. Maybe it is due to the stress of the exam i sat for few days ago. Maybe it is because i find life such a nuisance. What ever it is, i do not know and i could not be bothered why.. somehow. Recently, i have been thinking. Yet again, long and tremendous thorough thoughts. Unconsciously i became emo, kept having mood swings and could not find a reason to smile. Such dreadful life and moment struck me. Could it be the loss of a friend recently that adds up to this miserableness.. because there are so many things in life that i wish to pursue that i know i somehow cannot have it. 

Perhaps wishes are just meant to be in fairy tales. Says who that if we do our best, we can get the things we want. There are countless things out there that no matter how hard we try and how much efforts put in, we still cannot have it. This is LIFE. When i have kids of my own, i shall not tell them these kind of words. Children learn what they live. Like i have learnt my part so far from these years of living and the yet to come (hopefully, better) years. However life still go on, got to accentuate the positives, eliminate the negatives. *must keep in mind* 

The 2 Crazy Gals

As mentioned in the title, one is crazy at home while the another crazy in Malibu cafe. 

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I've been going to Malibu cafe for like FOUR nights in a row ! Sooo geng lei. It's been ages since i last go out everynight. In fact, after being in a relationship 4 (num 4 again...can buy toto liao loll) years ago, i havent go out nights straight in a row to such cafes or bistros or whatever places. The only die die no change destination that i must not be bored of, after he work, he come pick me and go his house for dinner and / or wait for him to shower. Lately, because a very good friend started his business, we night night step there. One thing i can say is, now im realllllly overly tirely flat out after 4 nights straight of late night and i cant wake up early to morning call bf. Oh dear me. and pity him for needing to wake up to have a shock at the time and rushing to work. hee~

Last but not least, a picture of.......

2 crazy chabo~

E M O n e s s

I want someone to give me flowers with a big smile on that person's face. I want someone to keep me accompany without a word, just watch me like there's only us in this world. I want someone to sing me a sad song. I want someone to bring me to somewhere, anywhere. I want someone to treat me to a romantic dinner. I want to wake up to a beautiful and wonderful day. I want to be in that plane i see flying in the sky.. i wanna go tour round the world and see beautiful places, take millions of pictures, create many memories, try out all cuisines of all ethnicities, learn about their heritage, and so many other things else. I want someone to pin up glitter/glossy/shiny things up and make em my stars. I want not to be emo.. sigh.

Bottled Up

Thrown into the sea,

Afloat freely and adventurously,

Just like message in a bottle,

Only without the paper and ink.

Bottled up inside are the memoirs;

Of the past that cant be changed,

Wishes and hopes for the future,

As the heart longs for serenity.

No one else knows what's kept in it,

A secret between you and me.

So float your way to that faraway land,

To where you belong.

Shattered Hope

As tear drops kiss the cheek,

Cold like the drips of melting ice.

How'd anyone understated the fragile heart,

That's now being torn apart.

Who can ever tell of how deep the fall may be.

Smiles and laughters fade away,

Together with words that once sound promising..

Someone tell me please,

where will the shattered pieces be,

so i can pick em all up,

and have the courage to stand up once more.