goodbye 2011..hello 2012!

In 2011, ​We made many friends.

Some became Dearest,:) 
Some became Special, ♥ 
Some We Fell in Love with, ♥ 

Some went Abroad,:( or to the village=) )
Some changed their cities, :(

Some Left us, :'(
We Left some,:/

Some don't contact because of their ego, >;/
We don't contact some because of our ego, X_X

Some left us alone in this world: :'( >:O

Wherever they are,O:)
However they are,/:)
We still remember, Love, Miss, Care about them because of the part they played. They made MEMORIES in our Lives and therefore are part of it! \=D/
So if u read this, then know i haven't forgotten u & I want to say, Thank you for being part of my 2011...♥ ({}).
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!


♥ May the dragon year bring us all better luck, much more happiness, many blessings and love, and always stay healthy!! ♥

rantings

Tomorrow and Friday will be both as stressful as today. Studying for exam always kill a part of me. Yikes! Then to the battlefield of each 3 hours papers...fuuuhh! Need to take time out to destress a bit.

While at it, I suddenly saw something in this china drama that made me wanna blog something out. It has some similarity to something I've been through and I find it funny.

First, if your other half looks for your friend and siblings to complain about you behind your ass, then who are you to blame it on your friend instead? Blame yourself first then blame your other half for bringing down your 'face'! And if you still insist on hating your friend, who cares? Second, your other half is bad mouthing you behind your ass to your friend and siblings and you don't know it?? Then you must have a problem. Poor you! Third, your other half is checking on you like a crazy stalker and keeps digging your stuff from your friend and siblings...and yes, you don't know it again! Fourth, you found out your other half seeks comfort from your friend and siblings and gets all jealous over it. Poor you. Then you go listen to your other half that it's your friend and siblings that go interrupt with your stuff. Stupid you. Fifth, the problem lies within and all over you yet you're the only one who can't see it. Pathetic you. Lastly, to sum it all up, you're one useless hopeless good for nothing ass that can't see others being much better than your lousy lowly cheap self. Oh my. Oh boy. Your life stinks. Lol

No rants as Im being Grateful ;)

One who can always find a reason to be grateful will always stand stronger than one who can only find a reason to complain.❤

Oui! Nothing to complain about! Just many things to be grateful for. It's gonna be a wonderful year end despite being sick at the moment. But im getting better already *hooray*

Had so much fun throughout these few months, actually the almost the whole year through ( heh heh heh). So much drinkings and late night outings with people that are great to be around with(and are worthy to be called true friends). In a week's time i shall finish the assigmments and have them passed up. Then big things to be settled out. Hopefully everything goes smoothly~ as planned! By December, i will be getting ready for exam. And best of all, Christmas!! And followed by NYE party! And soon it'll be the Dragon year, 2012.. Or some may say, the end of the world year hahaha!

Next year's CNY will be in January. 23rd January if i do not remember wrongly. It'll be a wonderful year ahead as many great things are being planned ahead (^.^)y

To end this post, i hope everyone had, have and will be having a good time this year. Especially during year ends, when friends come home from abroad for holidays. ❤

Understand?!

This is what most people fail to comprehend.

"The difference between giving up and letting go. Giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully yours, letting go is forgetting what was never yours."

So dont say you're letting go cause you never really had it, nor giving up easily before putting much effort!

another one to the list ?!

I was changing channels on the tv until i came upon his song "Loveless" 's MV and then i just got stuck to it. I have no idea why but i just seem to got stuck to liking this song..and of course, the singer/actor =P

He's just such an eye-candy to me *drooolssss* ! And who is the new addition on the list ???

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~DRUM ROLLS~

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YAMASHITA TOMOHISA (山下智久) !!!!! 

Seriously tho, he looks good in just ANY hair style! 

btw, I GOOGLED FOR HIS PIC

below; him performing his song "Party Dont Stop". i like this song too. haha! ♥♥♥

Words For Thought!

"Woman without her man is nothing."

Now, how would you put it?

1. Woman, without her man, is nothing! ( meaning without him, woman is nothing at all )

Or

2. Woman! Without her, man is nothing! ( meaning without her, man is nothing at all )



Remember;

Others can work for you, but can not feel for you.
Walk on our own way in life, because success rely on one's self to win.
God helps those who help themselves, successful is self-help.

and the week has smth to say..

After Monday(M) and Tuesday(T)..... even the week says W T F !

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Sounds akwardly funny and mind you, i did not created that! But seriously tho, I do wonder who would have thought of that?

Anyways, happy weekday ya'll!!!

Pineapple tarts in the making

As the CNY is just in about a week+'s time..i have lotttts of pineapples tarts that i have yet to finish baking >.<" Oh dear me.. Luckily i've baked finish for others and left only my family's tarts to bake. I had baked hundredss of pineapple tarts accordingly to orders of family and close friends. Im not selling, just kindly helping them to bake some..hmm, come to think of it, maybe i should start selling next year ey? ;P

Shaping the pineapple jams to the amount and shape intended.

I just so love pineapple tarts that would melt in your mouth and thank God that i found such recipe online. I'll post the recipe up when im free and of course, if im not lazy o_O! heehee. As of now, no pics of the pineapple tarts for cny.. wait a minute. I do have one picture of a round shaped tart though, which i think i made em last year.. HAHA!

The surface wasnt touched up properly, hence the really ugly looking surface.

Anyway, next! I'd be baking kuih momo aka melting moments. I think i just happen to love all biscuits and food that melts in the mouth ♥

So which are you?

> the Bookworm and the Streetwise (or Streetsmart if you want to call it that way) <

my verdict: In the many phases of life, the bookworm would try to be streetwise but often they'd fail cause they never cease to follow by the book. Theory and practical are two different things. 

I mean, sometimes, it's alright to break a rule or two. Im not asking you to kill anyone here though. More to, have a lil more fun in life instead of sticking by the rule and lead a dull life (FYL). 

You decide.

oh wells..what more can i say?

I cant help it if you're the type that cant be proven wrong. Fact is u're just unhappy cause someone is able to prove u wrong. Why must it that everyone else put up with your childishness and let you 'kek' and cannot 'kek' you back once in a while?

Just cause you cant afford certain things in life you say people only know how to spend parents' money. Stop being a green eyed monster la. Please la. GROW UP. How old dy? Still so childish. Sien kao kao.

Please be kindly reminded that not everyone can do/go your way in everything.. sides, it's not like things you want/say/do is always the right one. In fact, only if you know how to think a little more maturely, im sure you can accept the fact that you said/do something wrong on the first place.

A person whom cannot be say/advised is definitely a failure. Dare to fail la kawan. It's not wrong to do/say wrong thing but it definitely is wrong if you dun wanna accept fact and change. Why are you so typical and predictable. So "mei du liang"..

im superrrrr RICH

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YipYiiipyippppppieeee~~~~ im rich. im rich. im rich. im rich.im so rich. yes.. im riiiiich NOT.

Unfortunately, it's just a scam.*sigh* IF ONLY it were real and i got the muuneh *SLURPz* Till then..really, guess i'll just dream on.. 

p/s;and dearest ppl, pls dun fall for scams like this kay. ^_^

cantthinkofanytitleagain

Just yesterday evening, i went to the airport to fetch my parents. Their flight got delayed after they boarded the plane. No phones allowed to be switched on in the plane so i had to wait unknowingly of how long and what time they'd reach. I didn't park at the car park as i went up from home accordingly to the time im told, and assuming there should not be any delays since they've boarded, got me waiting in vain in the car for almost an hour. Though i may have wanted to go down and check the time of arrival, but im parked at the yellow line. I hell do not wanna risk getting a ticket for leaving my car unattended.

Anyway, here's what i wanted to say. In that almost an hour wait, it just struck me that being in the airport can give a kind of feeling that im not sure which words are best to describe it. It doesn't matter what one's doing. I realise, i can spot so many kinds of faces in just one place. Really. A place where all emotions are showed, written on the faces of the old and young. Airport. Those that waited eagerly and happily for their friends/family outside the halls of arrival. Those enjoying their meal before departure. The faces of the sad and unwilling to separate with their friends/loved one(s). The excited ones that are going on a vacation, the excited ones waiting for the arrival of their friends/love ones and the excited tourists that cant wait to go explore the destination that they've just reached.(repeating my points... lol.)  Somehow makes me wonder.. is there anyone that would have just stop what they're doing for a minute and just look into the sea of people in the airport and reflect on their own lives?  

Im definitely the eager one waiting for my parents to touch down safely of course and to see the stuffs they've bought for me. So maybe i should say the waiting was kinda like a BLISS. (although it did made me feel emo in some ways..) AND i survived being a lonely ass despite the fact bf could only accompany me hew hrs at nite after work. huuhuuness. and survived being with my nasty dogs. ;D hee~

Lesson 3

It is not right to blame others for being bitchy/selfish/jealous freak/what-ever-not-that-you-dislike if you're the one turning them into that monster !!

eg; DO NOT blame those who had turned themselves into a insecure freak because of non other, than yourself!

GET IT ?! Maybe there's a need for another example. One may have turned into an insecure freak because, eg; you lied and broke the trust given to you. OR in another case scenario which may not concern you, could be that person is born a freak. (well, there's a possibility there.. no one can deny. but now, at this moment, im referring to YOU-whosoever you are)

Sometimes.. monkey see, monkey do. Should we (have) take up what you've done to us, we might, (and you know deep down that we could) let you taste what we've tasted from you. Only difference is we're gonna get back on you harder than you did us.

So WATCH IT !

Lesson 2

You're neither deaf, nor dumb..so TALK.

Communication is a vital thing no matter in which aspects of our lives. Everyone has their own way of communicating. As you talk, you give opinions, accept ideas given to you or exchange ideas. Listen with understanding to what others have to say. Then you ask questions to further understand something that is not so clear to you. That must be the hardest thing to do in life..i bet. *im being cynical here. get. it.*  

To those that communicate less;
The one you call bf/gf now could be in the future, the one whom you would spend the rest of your lifetime together with. So how can you not communicate with someone whom you are going to spend your whole life with? Maybe you have plans to torment yourself at the olden days with everything kept to yourself instead. But do let me remind you, as we age, we somehow tend to grow lonelier in our hearts that make us want to find a partner to accompany us, to communicate with us. oh well.. You decide.

To those that have no life;
Pretty please, simple conversations are not meant to be lead into arguments. To argue over practically nothing is plain stupid. I find certain little kids these days can communicate properly with manners, much better than some adults. Cheerios to em. Boo to those some adults. Remember, no one can clap and make sound with one hand. There is always two sides of the stories so assume not anything before you get to know both sides.. When argument sparks, instead of blaming others immediately, why don't you think what went wrong and what needs to be done. (In this part, i must admit, 我是过来人. In the early days of relationship, i picked on every little things that i do not see an eye with the bf. I want to be the winner to every arguments, even if im on the wrong side. Till we both got fed up and finally decided to sit down and talk. Give and take. Have mutual understandings through conversations.) Conclusion, to maintain a healthy relationship, one must have good communication skill.

Of course, even healthy relationships have their ups and downs. That makes life much more interesting. BUT not all the time. Too much is like consuming poison for self destruction. Once in a while is like taking antibiotics to boost up stronger immunity. I've had my say...so what say you?

P/s: do not ask questions if you cannot handle the answers.

cantthinkofany

the angmos have twitters.. 

so....

the chinese must have something alike...

 << http://t.sina.com.cn >>

and needless to say, i as usual, could not resist the temptation of wanting to know first hand info/news bout the feh-mes-people/actors/actresses (from china/tw/hkg, of course..and im still new there so im not sure bout korea or jap, etc..). so i signed up for an account. should you wanna see how it's like..feel free to drop by my page @ http://t.sina.com.cn/1845669795

btw, my twitter acc;- www.twitter.com/keliliks

分身情人 by 魏晨 (Wei Chen)

Meaningful songs are meant to be shared =) and this is one of them !


This is one of the OSTs of the China drama i finish watching in 4 days (2 seasons; 72episodes) I think im going craaaazzeeeeh soon. Haven't had proper sleep in the past 4 days. For the sake of finishing a drama. I think god i must be crazy ! or... maybe stupid. Like my grandpa always say; the people acting are crazy, the ones watching are stupid. I can't deny that watching drama is a waste of time but it is a nice way to keep our heart and mind occupied with something.. i mean at times we do wish some fairy tale moments could happen in our lives such as it did in the dramas we watch.. **must be the improper sleepless nights causing me to talk shit now. okaaaay. i think i better stop hallucinating and dreaming now. will post more of the OSTs one by one (((((:

p/s: lyrics in chinese, pinyin and english translation shown in video 

Lesson 1

Do not always compare yourself with those who are much better off than you. Because it will make you feel so inferior and may ignites jealousy and what so ever of sort. But if you do compare with them, once in a very long while, it can help you to improve yourself a little, if not a lot. And when you compare yourself with the ones less fortunate than yourself, you should always COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS thats given to you in what ever form and it may be from the one above, or the ones around you!

All the best in everyone elses endeavours!

T'is things i do that are not meant to please anyone

Dear good Lord,

Please give me the the strength and determination i need to pull through the things you put me to test. If i shall be tested, then so be it. But do guide me along the way for i may slow down, and might stray away to the wrong path. Bring me back to the right way and lead me all the way for in You i entrust myself to. So, come what may the obstacles in life. Bless all the kind souls along the way i had met, meeting now and will be meeting in the future. Send your guardian angels to all the people i care and love, give them the courage and faith to continue walking down their path of lives with heads tilt high and be happy always. Amen.

I hope the above-mentioned prayer did not make anyone succumb to heart attack. Worry not. I am still fine if not perfectly sane but of course, i am definitely not suicidal. Yet. Okay. hahaha. Kidding. Sometimes it's just the depression and tension in life that makes me wanna blurt out anything.. well, at least it's a prayer to the One up there rather than rants of what ever not. 

One thing though. I know there are people who wonders (and in fact, even bitch lor) bout why i did not apply for another job after resignation months earlier. 家家有本難念的經 okay. There are certain things you can see from outside that you cannot see from inside. So do not judge me just from what you think you have seen it all. No you have not! Besides, even if you were to ask me why, i can always explain, but can you understand ? However, there are so many things in life..i don't think i am able to explain it all. It happens for a reason, even if it may not be a good one.

Im explaining, not ranting. ahh~ guess it must be the law inside my head. Had been reading my law before i decided to blog my unknown tension out. Of course, if i have the opportunity, i'd definitely like to work and earn some cash while studying but since i do not see any job that interest me so far, i'll just stick to studying, with heart and soul. Hope i can finish my degree soon. Next year if possible. In God i trust and have faith.. 

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Adorablenessss

Found this two pics somewhere hiding inside my laptop. Actually there's another two more but i only intend to put this two up now. Just so adorable, very charming, too lovely. <3 

Just by looking at pictures like these, they make me feel kinda... wanna... have a baby of my own. Haahahaha..kidding! But of course, if i do have any in the future, i want them as cute as can be so that not only myself, but everyone else will love them much too. Nightnight~ 

Supper @ Oregano

Bout a night or two ago, darling & i went to Oregano for supper. 

Myself & him (he was using the new hat i bought him)

We did not order anything heavy. Just fries..

and coleslaw ;)

Love the coleslaw. Such a generous portion! We could not finish em though, cause we're already very full actually from dinner. 

Oregano is moving to Jln Kereta api sooon. I heard it'd be round November. Not quite sure the exact date but should not be wrong (hopefully) bout the move. Oh well, i was just trying to find something to blog about otherwise this blog would be so dead. For i have found new passion in twittering instead. Precise and easy but somehow everything i type is limited to 140 letters only. A bit too little but i still survive anyway. God bless.