Teardrops In The Rain - C.N. Blue

First, the lyrics...


No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
Teardrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are
I wish you're coming back to me again
And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why
I wonder why it has to be this way
Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on ?
I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say
I wish you're flying back to me again
Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on
I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain
Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)
I shed teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain... 



Aahhh~ this is one meaningful song. Honestly, i'm pretty amazed that this is actually written & sung by a korean band. Should my remark makes you think i'm being judgemental, then i solemnly beg for pardon. However, i seriously think this is one very well composed song ! Glad i decided to watch "You're Beautiful" else i wouldn't have known that this band even existed.. Heheh 

Love Revolution - C.N. Blue

~♥ this song! found the english version...*screams my lungs out* :D


Something like in the sky
Uh... I can't define
But certain thing in my heart, you know I can't realize
Like fairy tale I heard
Precious thing in my hood
Tell me how you feel, what what ?
Uh same I do

Something like a toy I got
Yeah I can remind
My love is shining in my heart, it is so clear and mild
Like fairy tale I heard
Precious thing in my hood
Tell me how you feel, what what ?

I want you, in my life
(In the castle, in the air)
I want you, kiss me everyday
(I take your hand, my dear)
I want you, in my life
(I don't want you fly away)
I want you, smiling at me everyday
(You're my dreaming days)
If your love won't stay with me forever
I'll be loving you, whenever
You in my life
(Tell me everything's alright)
I wanna be your shining light

Holdin my pillow tight
Oh girl, I can smile
You are the part of my place
I don't tell you a lie
You're every breath I take
You're every step I make
It's not a fake thing my love
Oh let me remind you

I'm feeling it inside
The heaven in the sky
You are the part of my life
Girl it's not a lie
Rolling down to my bed
Gather and through my head
It's not a fake thing my love

I want you, in my life
(In the castle, in the air)
I want you, kiss me everyday
(I take your hand, my dear)
I want you, in my life
(I don't want you fly away)
I want you, smiling at me everyday
(you're my dreaming days)
If your love won't stay with me forever
I'll be loving you, whenever
You in my life
(Tell me everything's alright)
I wanna be your shining light

I don't wanna make your love an illusion
I believe in you, don't tell me lies
I don't wanna make your love and illusion
Baby girl, your love is so true
I don't wanna let you go

I want you, in my life
(In the castle, in the air)
I want you, kiss me everyday
(I take your hand, my dear)
I want you, in my life
(I don't want you fly away)
I want you, smiling at me everyday
(You're my dreaming days)
If your love won't stay with me forever
I'll be loving you, whenever
You in my life
(Tell me everything's alright)
I wanna be ur shining light
It's right...

below is korean version;

♥

Very Good Words - Lee Hong Gi

Very Good Words/Really Good Words - Lee Hong Gi aka Hongstar



사랑해요 이 한마디 참 좋은 말
saranghaeyo i hanmadi cham joheun mal
“I love you”, these words are really good words

우리 식구 자고 나면 주고받는 말
uri sikgu jago namyeon jugobatneun mal
When our family goes to sleep, They give and receive these words

사랑해요 이 한 마디 참 좋은 말
saranghaeyo i han madi cham joheun mal
“I love you”, these words are really good words

Jeremy 일터 갈 때 주고받는 말
Jeremy ilteo gal ttae jugobatneun mal
Words that Jeremy wants to give her too.

이 말이 좋아서 온종일 신이 나지요
i mari johaseo onjongil sini najiyo
I like these words and so I’m happy all day

이 말이 좋아서 온종일 일 맛 나지요
i mari johaseo onjongil il mat najiyo
I like these words and so I’m joyful all day

이 말이 좋아서 온종일 가슴이 콩닥콩닥뛴데요
i mari johaseo onjongil gaseumi kongdakkongdakttwindeyo
I like these words and so all day my heart


사랑해요 이 한마디 참 좋으 말
saranghaeyo i hanmadi cham joheu mal
“I love you”, these words are very good


나 는 나는 이 한 마디가 정말 좋아요
naneun naneun i han madiga jeongmal johayo
I really like these words

사랑 사랑해요
sarang saranghaeyo
“I love—, I love you”




Above video is a cut-out from the drama. I didnt get the video when he started singing immediately cause i want ppl to understand why he cried while singing hehe

I'm A Fool - Jung Yong Hwa (Jeong Yong Hwa)

I'm a fool (You're beautiful OST) - Jung Yong Hwa Ori Singer is Park Sang Woo

nan baboraseo geureongabwa
apeuge haedo gwaenchanheungabwa
motnan sarangira nollyeodaedo
eojjeol su eomneun baboraseo..

naega wonhae jalhaejwotdeongeol
geugeotmaneuro haengbokhaetdeongeol
hanbeonirado useojumyeon
geu misoro haengbokhae..

geunyeoga saranghan saram eopgetdani
ireoke geunyeogyeoteseo isseulppunya
jul su isseo haengbok sarangira
amugeotdo baraji anha..


eonjedeun sonnaemildeon daheul geu gose
eonjedeun bulleojumyeon deullil geu gose
byeonhameobsi geugose isseojulge
geunyeo saranghanikka..

naega taekhan saramiraseo
apeumkkajido haengbokhaetdeongeol
hanbeonirado dorabwajumyeon
nan geugeollo haengbokhae..

geunyeoga saranghan saram eopgetdani
ireoke geunyeogyeoteseo isseulppunya
jul su isseo haengbok sarangira
amugeotdo baraji anha..

eonjedeun sonnaemildeon daheul geu gose
eonjedeun bulleojumyeon deullil geu gose
byeonhameobsi geu gose isseojulge
geunyeo saranghanikka..


na daesin jikyeojul saram olttaekkaji
jamsiman geunyeogyeoteseo isseulppunya
barabwado haengbokhan sarangira
amugeotdo pillyochi anha..

eonjena gidaeswil su itdorok
eonjena gateun moseubeuro isseulge
insado eobsi nal tteonagandaedo
gamsahamyeo bonaelge..

nan baboraseo...

(English translation)

I must be like this because I’m a fool
It seems alright even when I’m hurt
Even when I’m teased about my pitiful love
Because I’m a fool beyond help

I was good to her because I wanted to be
I was happy with just that
If she smiles just once
I’m happy with that smile

Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”
I simply stay by her side like this
Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving
I don’t expect anything in return

A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand
A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me
I’ll stay there without changing
Because I love her
Because she was the one I chose
Even the pain made me happy
If she looks back at me just once
I’m happy with that

Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”
I simply stay by her side like this
Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving
I don’t expect anything in return

A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand
A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me
I’ll stay there without changing
Because I love her
Until someone else to watch over her in my place arrives
I’ll stay by her side for the time being
Because this is a love where I’m just happy to gaze at her
I don’t need anything in return

So that she can lean on me and rest any time
I’ll always appear the same
Even if she leaves me without saying goodbye
I’ll let her go saying thanks
Because I’m a fool

p/s: all these lyrics is googled up de 

Goodbye - Jang Geun Seok (Jang Geun Suk)

Goodbye - Jang Guen Seok (You're Beautiful OST)
Korean & English translation

(Korean)

Eo tteok ha jyo ba ra man bo ne yo

Jjal beun in sa jo cha geon nael su ga eopt ne yo

Si ri do rog cha ga un nae son jab a ju ji ma

I je neun gu man bo nae ya ha jyo



Eo tteok ha jyo meor eo jyeo ga ne yo

Ga seum ga deug nun mul man cha o ne yo

Ae sseo gam chwo bwa do meon chul su ga eops eo yo

Kkeut nae jap ji mot han I mam eur eo tteok ha na yo



Sa rang haet deon geu gi eog eun noh ji mar a yo

Da si ut ge hae jur da reun sa ram man na do

A peun I byeol kka ji do geu dae ra da haeng I jyo

Seul peun nun mur mo a seo an nyeong



A mu geot do hae jun ge eopt ne yo

Mot na ge do sang cheo man nam gyeot ne yo

Byeon hae gan mam jo cha gam ssa an a jun sa ram

I jen bo nae ya har geu dae reur eo tteok ha na yo



Sa rang haet deon geu gi eog eun noh ji mar a yo

Da si ut ge hae jur da reun sa ram man na do

A peun I byeol kka ji do geu dae ra da haend I jyo

Sum I meoj eur man keum a pa wa nun mul heul leo do



Haeng bok haet deon geu gi eog eun noh ji mar a yo

Da si ut ge hae jur da reun sa ram man na do

A peun I byeol kka ji geu dae ra da haeng I jyo

Dah ji mot han nae sa rang I je bo nae ya ha jyo



O jig na reur ut ge har sa ram geu dae ppun in geol

Sa rang I gip eo jyeo ma eum I a pa wa do



Haeng bok haet deon geu gi eog eun noh ji mar a yo

Da si ut ge hae jur da reun sa ram man na do

A peun I byeol kka ji geu dae ra da haeng I jyo

Seul peun nun mur mo a seo nae ga hal su it neun il



Annyeong~


(English)

What should i do ? im just trying to hope
I cannot even deliver a short greeting
Although you grasp my chilly hands till you turn cold
Now ,thats all you will send me right ?

What should i do ? it becoming distant
My chest is overflowing with tears
Even i try my best to hide it , i cannot stop it
This heart that i cannot hold till the end
What should i do with it ?

I loved you ,dont let go of that memory
Even if you met someone else ,who makes you laugh again
Even with the painful seperation ,because it was you ,im happy
I will gather up the sorrowful tears

(Goodbye)

I cannot do everything for you
Even if i acted foolishly ,it will only leave a wound
The person who i hugged and sheltered,
Even the heart that has changed
You ,whom i have to let go now ,
What should i do with you ?

I loved you ,dont let go of that memory
Even if you met someone else ,who makes you laugh again
Even with the painful seperation ,because it was you ,im happy
I will gather up the sorrowful tears flow so much that my breathing ceases ..

We were happy ,dont let go of that memory
Even if you met someone else ,who makes you laugh again
Even with the painful seperation ,because it was you ,im happy

My love ,which is beyond my reach ,i have to send it now
The sole person who makes me laugh, its only you
Even if my heart starts to ache as my love grows deep

We were happy ,dont let go of that memory
Even if you met someone else ,who makes you laugh again
Even with the painful seperation ,because it was you ,im happy
i will gather up the sorrowful tears, thats all i can do

(Goodbye)

As Ever / Still - Lee Hong Gi (Lee Hong Ki)

Lee Honki - As ever/Still (You're beautiful OST)

ROMANIZATION / HANGUL

sa rang eun a nil geo ra go
사 랑 은 아 닐 거 라 고
jeol dae ro a nil geo ra go
절 대 로 아 닐 거 라 고
mae beon sog yeo wat ji man nae mam eun ja kku neo reur bu reu go
매 번 속 여 왔 지 만 내 맘 은 자 꾸 너 를 부 르 고
han geor eum do mang chyeo bo go han geor eum mir eo nae bwa do
한 걸 음 도 망 쳐 보 고 한 걸 음 밀 어 내 봐 도
geu reor su rog neon nae an e keo jeo ga go iss eo
그 럴 수 록 넌 내 안 에 커 저 가 고 있 어

geu man keum sa rang ha na bwa geu man keum gi da ri na bwa
그 만 큼 사 랑 하 나 봐 그 만 큼 기 다 리 나 봐
geu to rog a peu ge hae do nae mam eun neor tteo nar su eopt na bwa
그 토 록 아 프 게 해 도 내 맘 은 널 떠 날 수 없 나 봐
sa rang eun ha na in ga bwa
사 랑 은 하 나 인 가 봐
nae mam eun byeon chi an na bwa
내 맘 은 변 치 안 나 봐
neor hyang hae ji kyeo on sa rang i je neun da man ar su it da go
널 향 해 지 켜 온 사 랑 이 제 는 다 만 알 수 있 다 고

tta tteut han neo ui nun bic i tta tteut han neo ui sa rang i
따 뜻 한 너 의 눈 빛 이 따 뜻 한 너 의 사 랑 이
dar a nar su rog nae an e keo jyeo ga go iss eo
달 아 날 수 록 내 안 에 커 져 가 고 있 어

neo do nar sa rang haet na bwa neo do nar gi da ryeot na bwa
너 도 날 사 랑 했 나 봐 너 도 날 기 다 렸 나 봐
geu to rog a peu ge hae do ne mam eun nar tteo nar su eopt na bwa
그 토 록 아 프 게 해 도 네 맘 은 날 떠 날 수 없 나 봐
sa rang eun ha na in ga bwa
사 랑 은 하 나 인 가 봐
nae mam eun byeon chi an na bwa
내 맘 은 변 치 안 나 봐
neor hyang hae ji kyeo on sa rang i je neun da man ar su it da go
널 향 해 지 켜 온 사 랑 이 제 는 다 만 알 수 있 다 고
neor sa rang hae
널 사 랑 해

ttae ro neun sa rang i hog eun nun mur i
때 로 는 사 랑 이 혹 은 눈 물 이
u rir him deul ge hae do
우 릴 힘 들 게 해 도
sa rang hae sa rang hae nae gyeot en neo man iss eu myeon dwae
사 랑 해 사 랑 해 내 곁 엔 너 만 있 으 면 돼

yeo jeon hi sa rang ha na bwa
여 전 히 사 랑 하 나 봐
yeo jeon hi gi da ri na bwa
여 전 히 기 다 리 나 봐
meo ri reur sog yeo bo a do ga seum eun sog ir su neun eopt na bwa
머 리 를 속 여 보 아 도 가 슴 은 속 일 수 는 없 나 봐
sa rang eun ha na in ga bwa
사 랑 은 하 나 인 가 봐
nae mam eun byeon chi an na bwa
내 맘 은 변 치 안 나 봐
neor hyang hae ji kyeo on sa rang i je neun da man ar su it da go
널 향 해 지 켜 온 사 랑 이 제 는 다 만 알 수 있 다 고
neor sa rang hae
널 사 랑 해

*screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaams*

I hate watching korean dramas ! Yes, you read right.. i hate. bRrrr..hate it so much that i kept looking for more korean dramas to watch and then fall so sickly in lurveeee with it. SIEN. i just finished one drama in less than a day's time (seriously, for i've forsaken my beauty slp to watch it and im so tired now but i wanna blog a lil bout it first before the feeling disappear lol).. 

K.Drama: "You're Beautiful / You're Handsome / A.N. Jell" 

T'was a great drama no doubt. BUT i'd prefer the ending another way round instead. I think the character acted by Park Shin Hye should end up with the uber romantic Jeong Yong Hwa instead. Sigh. Overall, I THINK the front part was hilarious, then JYH started to bring in the uber loving feeling until the end. Sad that they're not together for she has chosen the team leader instead. Cannot understand at all. Got guy so romantic and nice like that..she dun want. super big sigh! Watching JYH makes me wish so hard that i can have bf like that ! *oOps!*

Shitness overload. Not all korean dramas can make ppl go crazy over the actors/actresses. This one is realllllly not bad amazingly parfaitte. Made me have the urge to google up some pics of em ( to keep so i can drool over em anytime/anywhr i want HAHA )

Now... let's together-gether drool over hot-cutie-pies !!

Can you guess which one is the girl ? I think in the above and below pics, can see quite obviously.

In the drama, their group is called A.N. Jell (supposedly for angel i think..i watch it in pps so yeah with my limited chinese understanding and no eng subs..i consider myself very lucky to understand the storyline and proud to say, 95% of the chinese subtitle)

 Jeong Yong Hwa/Jung Yong Hwa ( aka Kang Shin Woo, in the drama )

Lee Hong Gi ( aka Jeremy, in the drama )

Jang Geun Suk ( aka Hwang Tae Kyung, in the drama )

He's sooooooooooo handsome :D

this is one super sick infatuation..he's just too delicious to not look at. LOL

i dun think i can use words to describe anymore..hahaha

w/o make up! seriously. i envy how fuckin good their skin can be..i wanna live in Korea too !!!

i think im gonna need to search for big huge poster(human size? haha) of him soon. haha. okay la, MAYBE only la. hmm.. 

help me get over him someone? anyone? hahaha

This one also uber cute lor. ngaiti. I just so "hate" korean guys that look good like him.. *sob* Like seriously lor..which girl wont be feeling inferior after you see them with super godly skin and i-dunno-you-name-it. kills a part of me, internally, somehow. dang. did they like go for plastic surgery or smth ? o__O?

Let's end this post with the superest cutest pic of all !

This baby.. *FAINTS* is just sinfully too adorable !! Cuteness overloaded. The baby that so-called-act in the movie "baby and me" with Jang Guen Suk. 

Day 4 : Keep trying harder

As a result of being labelled FAT by the TLC bf of mine, I've been very pushed of my comfort zone (almost) to take the most pleasurable time off to do some dieting. Of course, it's a proper diet. I'm certainly not that stupid to starve myself. Actually i do realise that my body is horizontally challenged these days (okay. fine. i admit. it has been months since im horizontally challenged that i did not bother to do anything cause i still wanna eat and eat and EAT !!!). 

Anyway, today is Day 4. For the past 3 days, i've been controlling my diet. Breaking my own record, im actually eating dragon fruit. I never like the thought of even touching it what more to say eating em. At the most unpredictable moment, yes, for my healthy diet im eating Dragon Fruit aka Pitaya Fruit. In fact, i've done a puny research on it. I know that it has lots of nutritions, but by just looking at the purple (though they say it's red, it still looks purple to me) flesh..i just feel so gelik. 

Source: dragon-fruit.biz

Importance of eating a Pitaya fruit

1. Carotene helps maintain and equally improve the health of the eyes
2. The fiber enhances digestion in our bodies
3. The fiber equally reduces fat
4. The protein component of the pitaya fruit enhances the body’s metabolism
5. Calcium reinforces bones and aid in formation of healthy teeth
6. Vitamin B2 acts as a multi vitamin to recover and improve loss appetite
7. Vitamin B1 assists in production of energy as well as metabolizing carbohydrates
8. Vitamin B3 lowers bad cholesterol level and enhances the appearance of the skin by moisturizing and smoothening it.
9. Vitamin C ensures bruises and cuts heal faster and improves the general immune system of our bodies
10. Phosphorus aids in tissue formation.

See number 2 !! It enhances digestion in our bodies...tsk tsk! Meaning whatever we eat, can be digested a lil more faster than normal right right right. Then read on to number 3 !! It also has fiber that can help to REDUCE FAT ! BINGO~~~ ooh la laa~!

And not forgetting, the ever TLC bf also bought me Flaxseed from the organic shop. Im so lazy that i think im just gonna paste the part where flaxseed can help with dieting.

Source: http://www.womenfitness.net/benefits-flaxseed.htm

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  Weight Management - research indicates that including flaxseed in your daily diet can help you manage your weight. Besides stabilizing your sugar levels, flax expands five times in bulk when ingested. Flax taken half an hour before meals will help you eat less, so you will lose weight while simultaneously strengthening your immune system.

 

Well, certainly, only by dieting will not help much. So.... i'm also doing crunches and jogging on the treadmill. Lucky for me, i do not have to jog outside of my house although it would be better so i can have that much of fresh and clean air at the park behind my house. Not when i can wear my PJs at home..so carefree. Heehee.

Last but not least..pray hard and work hard that i can loose weight until the ideal 45kg again..well of course, if i can get lower than that...why not. HAHA! 

*chants* Keep fit. Keeeeeep fit. 45kg. Keep fit. 45kg. Keeeeeeeep fit.

Of lately..

The mood have not been decent these few days. Maybe it is due to the stress of the exam i sat for few days ago. Maybe it is because i find life such a nuisance. What ever it is, i do not know and i could not be bothered why.. somehow. Recently, i have been thinking. Yet again, long and tremendous thorough thoughts. Unconsciously i became emo, kept having mood swings and could not find a reason to smile. Such dreadful life and moment struck me. Could it be the loss of a friend recently that adds up to this miserableness.. because there are so many things in life that i wish to pursue that i know i somehow cannot have it. 

Perhaps wishes are just meant to be in fairy tales. Says who that if we do our best, we can get the things we want. There are countless things out there that no matter how hard we try and how much efforts put in, we still cannot have it. This is LIFE. When i have kids of my own, i shall not tell them these kind of words. Children learn what they live. Like i have learnt my part so far from these years of living and the yet to come (hopefully, better) years. However life still go on, got to accentuate the positives, eliminate the negatives. *must keep in mind* 

Brownies ♥

Made brownies yesterday. For i have sweet tooth, i like everything chocolaty =) it's so yummmeh~

So now, im gonna share the recipe below, however do note that i've amended the original recipe cause i like this one better. I tried twice and it's a success for me so im planning to share the recipe that i've amended. FYI, i got the original recipe from internet too but i dun remember which site..sorry. 

Above: This is one of em..i made two.

Recipe:

2 large eggs

50g flour - i use super fine flour/ hkg flour

3-4tbsp cocoa powder - depends on how chocolaty u want it to be

100g chocolate - i prefer to use dark chocolate, it wont taste too sweet

70g sugar - if u use normal baking chocolate i suggest u amend it to around 50g

1 tsp vanilla extract

* a bit of milk (optional)

*chocolate chips/almond bits (optional)

for the topping i melt some baking chocolate and added a lil fresh cream ( you can use milk if you dun have fresh cream at home ). just pour the melted chocolate on top of the brownies..ohh not forgetting, if you have vanilla ice cream at home....go for it ! put one or two scoops on top and you're set to feast on something reaaaaally yummmmeh!

*** if you use dark chocolate u may use 70g sugar as usual but if you use normal baking chocolate, it is wise to lessen the sugar else it'll taste too sweet. though brownies usually taste rich chocolaty and sweet, we must also watch out for our health. too sweet is never too good for the health =)

p/s: do take note on this ! you can double this recipe cause this recipe is half of the original one. BUT i advice you never to triple the above recipe cause the brownie will turn out hard when you refrigerate it. im telling you based on my own experience =/

Happy baking ! =)